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Neena Bhandari

I contracted polio in India. It was a meek October morning in 1967, only a month away from my third birthday, I had worn my frilled frock and white laced shoes to go and receive the triple polio vaccine. As I sang and danced along the way, making it difficult for my maternal grandfather to keep pace, little did I know that it was the last time I would be walking by myself.

Later that night, I remember my grandmother cuddling my tiny body burning with high fever as I complained of acute pain in my legs. She had carried me to the bathroom, where my legs collapsed.

In the days that followed, many more children like me began pouring into the Sawai Man Singh (SMS) hospital in Jaipur (Rajasthan).  It was two weeks before the outbreak was diagnosed as `Poliomyelitis’. The word didn’t mean much to me then and I certainly didn’t realise the implications it would have for a life just beginning.

The 1960s was a period when the mass epidemics of polio that had gripped mostly the industrialised countries for over 30 years were finally being brought under control with the introduction of effective vaccines. In India, Dr Albert Sabin’s Oral Polio Vaccine (OPV – a live attenuated polio virus) was imported from the erstwhile Soviet Union.

It seems there was a snag: the cold chain, critical for maintaining the potency of OPV in transport, was very poor. Some claimed the vaccine administered to us had already expired. Others said it had been left exposed to the sun at the airport; but this argument was dismissed on the grounds that the vaccine loses its potency when exposed to heat – neither harming nor doing any good.

In India, awareness about polio in the late 1960s was so low that no action was taken and this life-shattering illness was allowed to fade into oblivion. The Indian health authorities classified it as a polio epidemic, which had infected the children involved before the vaccine was administered.

While children of my age played, I spent my days at the hospital doing physiotherapy and hydrotherapy. My doctors became my playmates and the kittens born in the ward’s huge ventilators were a pleasant distraction from the painful exercises.

After a year of confinement, I started school and that’s when the harsh reality dawned:  I couldn’t run or go on the swing like other children, who constantly called me names and teased. Throughout my growing up years, wearing the long, rigid steel calipers and heavy boots – one bigger than the other to compensate the shortening in one leg – I was unable to use the Indian toilets. Western style toilets were few. I tried to control the bladder for hours at school, in trains and at public places.

The straight leg in the caliper made going to a film, sitting on a scooter, traveling on a bus, a nightmare. It made things really difficult for my family, especially my maternal grandmother with whom I spent most of my childhood. She tried every possible cure from daily physiotherapy to faith healers and rubbing the stinking fresh sheep’s milk.

As the 19th century British Prime Minister Benjamin Disraeli once said, “There is no education like adversity”, I adapted to the situation, learning to skip for long distances on the good leg, playing basketball, marching with the school band playing the flute and spent the time indoors reading, writing and learning the various arts and music.

Unlike the thousands of other polio-affected children in India, I was fortunate to have a family that supported my desire to be independent. I went to a boarding school and coped well with friends and nuns always ready to help with stairs and long queues for washing and bathing.

During college I realised, how important it was to be financially independent even for an able middle class girl to defer an arranged marriage. Straight after graduation, I joined The Times of India as a trainee journalist and soon discovered how physically demanding the profession was.

I have since lived and worked as a journalist and foreign correspondent in the United Kingdom and Australia. It was not until 1998, when we moved to the United Kingdom that I became aware of the many polio support groups like the British Polio Fellowship in London. It was a whole new world, which provided a platform to discuss the many anxieties and medical interventions that become necessary as one grows old with polio. In 2000, I presented a paper at the Post-Polio Health International’s Eighth International Post-Polio and Independent Living conference at St Louis, Missouri [USA], I spoke on the role played by family and community in shaping the lives of polio patients in India to an audience that, in sharp contrast, had led a very individualistic and independent high-tech lifestyle.

A month before the 2000 Sydney Olympics, chance brought us to Australia, where again the main advocates for increased medical and government attention to PPS have been the polio support groups like Polio Australia.

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